so i forgot to mention i have sibelius on my laptop so i can start writing my music down – although pencil and paper would sufice. i even wrote a bar and a half! suddenly it seams so hard to write it down.
i can hear it in my head but writing down is something totaly different.

yesterday i received scores from Jennifer Bate i had honour to meet in person and i’m looking forward to play it today. last night it was too late.

i think i expect too much. music can be simple.