my #1 goal for my life is to feel good about myself.
When I get too drunk, I cause extreme embarrassments for myself and consequently feel bad about myself the next day. Examples: i’ve turned off men who i like, my friends hate my drunk persona, i’ve gotten myself injured and in dangerous situations, i’ve made people afraid of me…
and that’s all before waking up in the morning feeling like garbage. The next day, I am extremely lethargic and unproductive, and i eat very unhealthily. Not to mention how many calories is in alcohol….

so there. In order for me to feel good about myself, i have to stop binge drinking. period.