DELETED ALL CONTACT DETAILS, IN CASE I FEEL TEMPTED.

I’M MADLY, TOTALLY UNDER HIS SPELL, NOT IN CONTROL OF MY FEELINGS AT ALL. TEXTED AND CALLED SEVERAL TIMES EARLIER TODAY, BUT FINALLY SENT A MESSAGE TO APOLOGIZE (WHO AM I KIDDING, THAT WAS YET ANOTHER CONTACT) AND PROMISED TO STOP HARASSING HIM.

MY INSIDES ARE SCREAMING FOR HIM, I CANT SEE LIFE WITHOUT HIM. AND STILL I KNOW ITS NOT HIM I WANT, IS THE FEELING OF BEING TOTALLY IN LOVE AND TOTALLY LOVED. iT COULD BE ANYONE I GUESS. AT THE MOMENT IT IS HIM!