$#. I’ve been biting like a motherx%x$#&^!. I’ve been so damn stressed. Finally I’ve managed to cut down to a six day work week, but I’m still tired with only one day to catch up on my sleep, and work has gone into overdrive with tax season. So I’ve been letting myself do it. I don’t care, it’s a way to torture myself to cope with being angry about how much I hate my $&@($% job. The more unhappy I am, the more I bite.
$*x%x. I can’t chew gum again. I’m not even going bother with lipstick because I hate it and think it’s stupid. I feel like if I don’t bite, I’m going to just EXPLODE in anger at work. It’s already all I can do to not walk out. And what am I going to do? I’m not able to express that anger at work. So I hate myself for being there and I direct that anger inward.

I hate that damn job.