hemapm is trying not to pull my hair
Time passes as I watch you walk away,
The tears start to express what i cannot say,
You have turned your back to me forever,
I cannot bear to live again, never.
Emptiness and darkness envelope me from everywhere,
Loneliness and regret consume me, I’m unable to share,
I’m alive and I’m still breathing,
And yet, my heart seems to have stopped beating.
Your betrayal to our love I will never forget,
I start to wish if we had never met,
The affection and care u showed me all gone,
What choice do i have, but to sit back and mourn?
I’m sick and tired of being alone,
My dreams are all battered and torn,
My trust, my faith seems so meaningless now,
I’m unable to take this pain anymore.
Yet my heart tells me to forgive,
To let go of the past, to let the love live,
But a broken heart cannot think any good,
It’s probably reacting just the way it should.
My thoughts tell you’ll come back to me,
You’ll beg for my love, beg for a chance to see,
How you can make up for all u have done,
How you can change all those lies to nothing, just fun.
And now, as I turn away from you,
I wish that I haden’t been so true,
My love has been vanquished, my life destroyed,
It hurts to know how I’ve been played with and toyed.
I carry my broken heart with me,
It’s mending, I’ll never get to see,
Looking back at you, I will try to refrain,
You might have bewitched me, I’m not falling for it ever again.