Okay I guess I can take this one down now.

Learn to be alone? I don’t know that I’ve really learned to be alone; how do you do that anyway? I would say that I’ve learned that I am alone. I still need to be a much much stronger person because I’m still awful at being alone. Somewhere in the back of my head I’m always wishing I had someone to go home to. I would’t say I’m officialy damaged (maybe just because I’m not ready to admit that yet) but I am slightly damaged now. I lost part of my mind and my smile on my way to achieving this goal. Geez what a crappy goal. Still, here I am, alone but alive. yay.