The world is full of people whose notion of a satisfactory future is, in fact, a return to the idealised past.
– Robertson Davies

what do I want? more care free time. But care freeness is a state of mind, not a change of home or routine. I have everything I need..I think the key to my happiness is stopping the constant striving for something else and more about changing my state of mind.

Bought a book on happiness and also one about ‘flow’ I have a theory that if I can do something that produces flow and find a way of dejunking my mind I will be less stressed/more happy.

thats the theory anyway