if i could write you a letter about how i feel now this is it.

Dear Pat.

i think this is the greatest thing i have ever done for myself because i am ok. i am getting better and though you are trying to make me talk to you and use your mind games on me. its not gonna work this time. i am not the same as i was a month ago, or 2 months ago or 8 months ago. i want to be free. im going to be free and guess what? i am okay without you. maybe someday ill want your friendship but right now. i am happy without you in my life.