I think it lasted a whole of five minutes when the pain in my hands became to unbearable.

My body hurts in the most random places sometimes. Last night it was my elbows and hands. OH my gosh there are times that in order to sleep I have to have my arms straight and laying over soft pillows so that my elbows don’t hurt.

LOLOL I feel so broken. I cried last night because of the pain in my body. I just went to do a small amount of dishes and I could not stand straight up. It hurts so bad sometimes.

Sometimes, I would give anything just to be able to walk normal and be able to stand for long periods of time, write, hold things. It hurts to sit or lay. No matter how soft I am touched in those areas it causes pain.

I am not feeling sorry for myself. I can’t afford that. But it gets tiresome after a while. No complaining or bitching.

I had my Pap a few months ago and my mammo a couple of months ago. Both are negative and cancer free {Thank you Lord}

I need now, to make the appointment for the other Dr. So I can start taking my thyroid meds again and other meds I have not been able to afford. Time to find a way to make this happen. My life is changing and I have to be the one to change it.