ok, I think I need this goal to solace myself.. just to make my mind easy.. I am sure there are people who say that we ourselves are responsible for our lives, that just we can change it.. I wish that would be that easy to me. unfortunately, it is not, sometimes it seems to me that this process is like hitting my head to the wall as most things that are related with my emonional life are stagnation..
one more time “I realize that love is worth waiting for”.. :)