Trust takes a while to build, but its worth it when you do. Don’t give up on people, and there is no law that says your BF has to be a girl just cause you are.

My boyfriend is also my best friend, and I have also experienced difficulty getting close to other girls. I think it is because girls are a bit more defensive and will fight about trivial things, where a lot of guys are very laid back. Nathan is very supportive and loves me very much, but I also wonder what will happen if some very unlikely breakup happens in the future. You and I just need to maintain hope, and keep searching for other girls like us, who are also looking for trustworthy, female friends. Who knows? Maybe you and I will end up being friends.