One real joy – sad as it is – for the day for me is watching the excitement and drama on TV. My life seems so dull and I’ve never been very good at making friends. I’ve sat here and watched shows for three hours. I realize I’m addicted – but I’d much rather watch the interesting fantasy life of others than install trim in my living room. Guess I should start with minimizing the hours per day I watch? Weeks go by and I realize I’ve accomplished very little. I’m not even sure most of the time what it is I WANT to accomplish.