I feel like I’ll never be fully content. I feel like my job is just dragging me down and preventing me from really living my life. Not just my job, but also the inability to completely live in the moment. When I have a great time with my sister, I think of how much I’m going to miss her when I move in a couple of months. When I’m with my boyfriend, I just think that no matter how much time we spend together, it’s not enough and it’s going to come to an end too soon. This weekend I experienced both feelings at once… talk about a conflict. And now I’m feeling sluggish and alone and dreading my return to work tomorrow. UGH!