and I want to be able to share exactly how i’m feeling about the situation here, as i have often done in the past, gaining clarity as I express what’s going on inside, however now I’ve connected my “professional” self to this account by mentioning my website and business name etc i feel that if i do that I’ll be sabotaging myself.
Although of course I do recognise that the way to be successful in business is not about avoiding every obstacle, it’s about remaining committed no matter what, i feel if i were to describe the situation i’m in I’ll appear like a complete failure. Why? Because right now I am failing. I am not bringing in enough money, my present business model is not working, and i realise that i cannot run this business alone, and at the same time i do not have the money to pay someone else to do the things I am not able to do.

One could say i’m in a catch 22 situation and it is less than pleasant.