well here i am writing about the ex… lets give him a name i will call him MISA. alright.. well i am still a single mom… but everything happened for a reason im much more independent and not afraid of being single… i do still love him… i faced reality that i can not control my heart.. when will it stop… i dunno all i do know is i have a new life.. he is still with the same girl but owell guess he has found love, although i have not i do not daught dat the one for me is out there some where.. who knows maybe he was here all along… god knws what is best for me.. even if i was so angry with him for braking my heart.. for givning me the cards i was givin.. a single mom at 17.. well i am now 20 still young still got all my life in front of me… so im living my life to the fullest… i love my friends.. they have been there every step of the way and i can not lie… i still cry every once in awhile, i get one of those days that i don’t wana get out of bed or just wana cry.. but its normal i can’t keep my emotions locked up for ever so i came here again read a few stories and continue writing mine… so who know wat my next entrie will be.. pray for me and i pray for you…