sooo hard. I’m still currently looking for the proper online resources.. Anybody know good sites?
All i get are sites that introduce kanji and their english meaning. I want to see how to say it in japanese, as well as have the english meaning. I don’t want to just know the meaning in english, I want to know how to say it. I always come across sites where they give the kanji then the english meaning, but I couldn’t learn it like that. If I just learnt the english, then that would mean I’d have to learn it again in japanese…which is a frightening concept, if I have already learnt 100+ or something.

I’m really eager to learn Kanji, and I think I know 3 so far. I haven’t really had enough time to study because of school. Now we have a 2-week term break and I’m hoping I get time for all this.
sigh
it frustrates me that I had already memorized hiragana and katakana and when i came back to it months later, I forgot everything. OK, not everything, some sticked to my mind, but most of it. Almost all, actually. It’s really annoying and a waste of time when I already memorized it… I guess I’ll have to memorize it again, and this time, make sure I don’t forget

my eyes are kinda tired right now, but I’ll be back. soon.