u know what naanu.. u can’t help in it.. u only can pray..
i know it’s disturbance.. it’s uncertainty…

as it is.. u don’ trust them easily.. u want more details.. u have stoped meditation n reiki practice for years ago.. so why don’t u just ignore it..
this is has to happen..
u hardy believe n always skeptical abt wht u feel.. even u ignore what u see in dreams.. that u even u don’t believe what u see..
better not to think abt them..

*why i don't trust them..

might b answer is simple.. fear of what if they are wrong..

but on the contrary, at every time they were right..

listen guesses can b wrong rs.. not intuitions.. all the time u console as if its just ur guesswork.. this is what u r trying to do all the time.. n even the 2nd thing is guesses also can turn up right.. doesn’t it..

i remember when i was in 10th at that time one of my family member who was aware of these always had asking wht going to happen next. & i used to get irritated.. as intuitions are just hunches.. which i can’t control.. n those wasn’t in my hand..

more over… after some year that person always skeptical abt me.. always doubted on me that i read her thoughts.. or i do something with her.. i was feeling soooo depressed.. but i know i never tried it.. actually i had low confidence abt myself, low self esteem most of the time to do anything like that..

but i had lost all my self-control & self trust in all these things..
it was always too difficult to meditate in front of them as i was caring abt what will they think… it ruined all the things n my thoughts..

now a days .. these intuitions tells me what i don’t want.. again i wish to ignore it as it hurts… ok.. let it go…
u know what the only thing is in ur hand… pray..