I guess what I mean by “live by the seat of my pants” is to remember that life is unexpected and short, and that trying to make it too stable and safe will not only inevitably backfire, but also rob me of some of the pleasures of just going with the flow. I don’t want to be married to money, a big house, the same job, and the same life. God changes lives in an instant, through events that we can never expect. Living out this goal would involve using my money for causes greater than myself, try new things constantly, spontaneously pick up and do something different when necessary, and not let the change in the winds blow me under and make me upset. Rather, just getting by however I can will help me increase my trust in the Lord and live genuinely, all the time.