I feel like I’ve had some revelations about myself in the last couple of weeks – really tough weeks actually where people have hurt me pretty bad and yet coming out of it I feel stronger and more confident in myself than ever – I’ve got a ways to go and I need to formulate my thoughts more but some clarity is coming. There’s a part of me – a real strength – that I’ve fought against for so long because I felt it detracted from what I wanted to be REALLY good at, I’m beginning to accept it though and see it as a blessing and a help to things like my creativity.