maybe today is too soon for this, it has only been 3 days since he left and he is still all i can think of…it is hopeless to start thinking about stoping to think right now….but i know that i need to get him out of my head because he was not good for me, and i was not good when i was with him….one day soon, i will stop crying, in the mean time there are all these other things on my list that i want to do!