This time I mean it!
I want Kids, I want to be a mom. She doesn’t- her only son is 12 and she is finished. I said we could just have an in home daycare, she doesn’t want this either. We just want different things. We are different people.

No other way to say it…

WASTED TIME by: Me’Shell NdegéOcello
You rarely notice but I hang on your every word
Everything you say
You are much too busy to notice me
You turn and walk away
Into another’s arms hopeless ashamed
I wish I could hold you that way
Brokenhearted I dream for you to notice me

Wasted time on loving you wasted time
Wasted time on someone
Who won’t love you as much as I
As much as I as much as I as much as I

In my fantasy you are asleep beside me
I feel you breathe
If only I could be there for you
The one that you make love to

Wasted time on loving you wasted time
Wasted time on someone
Who won’t love you as much as I
As much as I as much as I as much as I