Becky_K in the midst of a whirlwind of change...confusing, but I hang tough.
wow, can’t believe its been so long since my last entry. It feels like forever and only 2 days at the same time. I really want to drink sometimes. Being around my best friend T is the most tempting. And I’ve refrained, oh yeah.
this is worth doing, gotta keep telling myself that. :) I need to find a way to relax, chill out, be friendly and personable, etc. without the booze. I’m feeling pretty uncomfortable around people drinking, and feeling more uncomfortable with THAT feeling. If nothing else sobriety enables me to work on my confidence issues, and my drinking problem came out of avoiding that shit in the first place.