I have a very annoying and in my opinion uncaring family. Yet Im tied to them I rely on them to help me with things maybe I need to do without them, I really feel that they look down on me and assume that I am mad or sad or picking a fight. In reality Im happy and just working my way through life. We have an unspoken dicontentment with each other. I know they judge me when I dont do it all alone, So I guess Im gunna try not to employ their help, with money, labor, or emotional issues, because I dont thnk they want to help. We shall see maybe Im being to harsh or maybe Im right.