this is hardest of all. I am toxic with anxiety and resentment. I know I have to let it go, but a big part of me resists letting it go, which doesn’t mean I’m not letting it go, but that I am going through something here.

I know it’s already started. So much sadness, and genuine hurt, deep and real. I don’t know if a person can “detox” from sorrow. I guess I just try to let it go.