I may have the opportunity to do this, but now I’m not sure. I guess they’re looking to hire, especially younger women to have a more diverse demographic. So when I finally get to stop dreaming about it and start doing it, I’m confronted with the frightening reality of how real this job really would be. I could die. Could I really do it?
I don’t have to decide anything right now. I can’t leave my current job, but would it be so bad if something that was a childhood dream turned out to be just too scary. I have someone depending on me now, what happens to them if I die?