I feel like he doesn’t appreciate me and takes me for granted so i get angry and cant express myself to him because he doesnt seem to understand what he does. As i cant communicate with him about these issues, my anger builds up and i take it out on him by either snapping, being moody, sulking, any sort of negative behaviour that i think will affect him. I do these things and he doesnt understand why, he asks me what is wrong and do the typical female thing and act as if im ok. This frustrates him because clearly something is wrong, he then begins to sulk and i end up feeling guilty and trying to make up with him.
I know the only way we can sort this is by talking but it just seems to me that he twists everything to make it sound like the situation is better than it actually is or makes me seem like i am overeacting.
I dont know how this can be fixed, i am moody and sometimes have no reason to be so but still end up taking out how i feel on him. Its totally unfair and i would like to change but realistically know that it will take a lot more than a couple of conversations.
Maybe its a graudual thing, or maybe me and him are not meant to be together like that. I am so confused, if it cannot be fixed within the next 3 months then i think i will have to give it up, because we only just started going out and this should be the honeymoon period. I’ll have to wait and see.