i m 24 and i hate myself still today
i was born gay and my childhood friends always think i am a girl
when i was a teenage i changed myself to try to fit in
it was the worst decision ever
but i learnt from it that i am who i am and there is no way to change what u r born with (try it and u will destroy urself completely)
now, people know me as a nice guy who is very peaceful, laid back, quiet, timid, weak, sensitive, moody and have low self-esteem, i m not a bad person to my friends, i still make friends but no one know the real me. i am not happy, i am carrying this negative attitude since the day i started changing myself to be a real man
i am starting a blog here about my process of becoming the real me. i have no idea if i will stop updating or what but i have hope that i will be successful and become a good example to the others.