Not in my hands..
I believe I don’t worry about him anymore, which doesn’t mean that I am over him or that I could finally really let him go, just the worries disappeared slowly. I accept that his life is not in my hands anymore…
You said this very well I think. I feel exactly the same as you do. It’s nice to find solace in other people. I wish you the very best in whatever you do with or without him. :)