hazeltov is climbing...
I am forgiving, letting go, and moving on. But there is a lot of greif involved in this, that people rarely talk about, because – forgiving and moving on is also giving up on certain people, sometimes. And it is also a reckoning with some not very pleasant truths. I’m not getting into the specifics, but suffice to say, I’m letting go of a lot of lies, and a lot of distorted beliefs and opinions, about myself and about the world, that I was taught, and that I believed. I’m happy to let this shit go, and in some ways I have no choice, because I really can’t live under this cloud any longer. But doing so is not for weaklings, idiots, or fakes.