tzaritza6117 is writing.
I have had one particularly bad relationship which I am finding it extremely difficult to completely let go of. No matter how this guy talks to me I seem to always go back to him and want ‘to be friends’, of course always hoping for more. He says he wants my frienship but then gives me monosyllabic responses to questions and never asks me about my life, what im thinking or how i feel about anything. I think its a joke. I have to move on from him but letting go for some bizarre reason is proving harder than I anticipated. I have that little devil on my shoulder whispering to me ‘what if’. I do not want anymore what ifs. I know he does not have feelings for me, and in reality I do not like him. I keep blaming myself for pushing him away when in reality he never cared much in the first place. I need to stop blaming myself, stop dwelling on the what ifs and start focusing on the positive things in my life.

