I am trying so hard, but it is difficult to have a relationship with an alcoholic…She is pissed at me because I told my grandmother about her problem. The total now stands at 7 phone calls and 2 letters that have not been returned. She is mad at me for telling someone the truth about her out of love, yet I can forgive her for her mean and hateful lies about me. Atleast I know that it is not my fault!