I don’t know what’s wrong with me (since everyone I know says I have problems), I just can’t feel all the pain others do. I say mean things but to me it’s just the truth. I know the truth can hurt, but it doesn’t hurt me. All I think is “Well, that’s true, I do do that” when I do open up though I cry and people think I’m being emotional and that means danger or really not understanding behavore from my brother. I want to be a strong black women and stay away from crying when ever need be but tears just come out sometimes. I’m just a kid and I admit I have the heart of a finished stuborn bull, but I’d like to understand my matadors instead of just fighting them.