pinkcadi1962 My Anam Cara, with whom I could not live without.
Sunday, again, is Father’s Day..it comes, regardless, if I want it to or not…..
Oddly, this year, I am celebrating, if one can call it that, with my father-in-law….
I hated him, you know that…...I spent countless hours, hating him and hating God…I hated him, because, he was living..and I hated God..because, I thought the better person. which was you, should have been the one to live..and spend time with me….
He is dying….and my bitterness towards him, is amazingly gone
Maybe, I think, he stayed here longer, so that he, could teach me how to forgive….and perhaps, he needed a longer time, to make amends as well, with the people that he hurt..he has done that…
It doesn’t make me miss you less…but it provides peace somehow…..a humbling perhaps..that maybe, I really dont know everything..I am still learning..growing..perhaps, accepting, those things….only divine intervention, can explain
Love your daughter