I want to be unshatteringly happy. Where I can have lows and losses but once they are over I can return effortlessly to a deep and simple happieness. Where I can forgive the past and focus on the positive. Where I can live in the moment. I want to love without complications, without mind games and without thought. I want to be able to stay out of my own head and just feel without analysis, without focusing on the past or future. Without making mountains out of mole hills. I want to love him and everyone purely and without judgement. I want to love always.