Well i got the voluteering placement on the film set and it was just bizaare because I was given the exact job the ‘wet blanket’had been talking me out of previously. So major major synchronocity! But I seemed to have screwed up the fledgling proposals of a love life I was offered.
Volunteering has taken up a lot of my time so for week 6 I barely did any tasks, and once again no real artists date, although I danced aroud a lot which is on my list. Actually being on a film set is like a mega artist date! Although I’m in productionl, would love to be on set but unsure what I could do, probably just end up as a runner.
What else, I bought The Tao of Pooh which seems to correspond with quite a bit of Julia’s ‘teachings’ and just fits with my situation. And the money-watching came up just when I was worrying about how much money I’d been spending on trivial things. Anyway all is good at the moment, and I’ve been writing my morning pages everyday, generally in the morning, on Sunday, this week however it was in the evening.
On one day I wrote about who blocked my creativity, but didn’t write openly about it, for fear someone would read it (namely the person),as it’s happened before. Then I seemed out of sorts all day and everything seemed to go wrong, so don’t know how to broach that honestly, it’s a big subject, and a complicated one!
Need to get going with week 7’s tasks, and also do the daily reading of basic principles plus artist’s prayer.