so many things have happened since i last wrote about this goal. i haven’t completed it yet but i have had so many advancements towards it. and to be honest- i a m so proud of myself.

i have learned so much about myself over the past 6 mnths. and all those hidden things have been shown- brought out of the dust. and i am dealing with them. i have accepted much of what has happened. and the effects these things have had on my life atm, are slowly disappearing. i am getting back to myself.

Yes, i still have issues, i am still learning to cope with all those things i repressed. BUT i am much happier, i am not snapping at the people i love, i am not partaking it the behaviours that i hate but had no control over.

i am still seeing people who can help me- people who i can trust, talk to and who can support me, but i am also learning to help myself.

the control is beggining to be put back into my hands.

:)