how can one “start over?” isn’t that what we do all our lives?? continually start over?? i thought that was how it’s done. we just live our lives: run down paths, turn corners, mess up, make nice, wash, rinse, and repeat. maybe life is all about starting over, every day. and then starting over on all our previous starting overs. so how can i “start over”? when i do this mentally, physically, and emotionally every day? maybe it’s done. maybe real starting overs can only happen if you change zip codes, and no one else had memorys that prescede any change that may occur with you. maybe that’s it. i dunno. i’m considering taking this off the list.