This year, after promising myself I would get good grades, I left my sophomore year with a c+ average. First semester, I nearly failed an honors class that was so easy, I wanted to cry, because I didn’t do the work, my saving grace was the fact I aced all the tests. I nearly did bad in my art classes, and got a 89 in my AP class, when I know for a fact, I could have easily gotten an A. I know that if I had put in just 5% more effort, I could have easily gotten All A’s, (except for my spanish class, it’s hard when it’s the 3rd year, you’re in honors, and your teacher is absolutely effing CRAZY! )

I feel like I’m sabotaging myself, and how am I supposed to leave Georgia and go back to my homeland, New England (MA!!) if I keep effing up, even when It takes so little time and effort??