CW: 54.9
GW: 53.0

i’m going to a party tonight & i’m petrified. as far as i know there will only be 1 person i know there. dunno what the others will be like, look like, etc. why am i so scared? scared i’ll feel fat, scared i’ll be bored, scared there will be no one to talk to. it’s absurd, i hate feeling like this which is why i’m making myself go. will be seeing my friend in a bit so thankfully bingeing doesn’t even come into the equation. i’m just glad my weight is below 55