S is out in Santa Rosa, staying with an old friend and looking for work. I’m helping him out in the job search online and sending him likely prospects.

It’s good, because I think I think more broadly in what is possible for him. He tends to think he is a laborer/blue collar worker, which makes him overqualified for most positions.

I found a job for a managing couple, that when I researched a little, turned out to be a very good fit for me and for him.

Now I did not expect to be jumping into a job as soon as I got out there. Was hoping for a little time to acclimate myself and learn my way around. Was planning for the whole summer to close up shop here.

But here I am doing my resume for this job. If we get it… it seems almost like a dream kind of situation. Like a fantasy. I don’t know if they want a couple with children. And of course, I don’t know if we’ll get it. But who knows? And I don’t know if me not being out there yet is a problem. And I don’t know how we’d get the money to move everything out there before we start working. Sigh. So many questions and worries.

But whatever. All we can do is focus, put our efforts and energies out into the universe, and see what happens