It is still really tough but I am doing it!! Trying to reprogram my thoughts as well toward my new goals!!! That part is exciting for I can visualize all the ease and peace and tranquility I will bask in once I get some more time under my belt. This past weekend I spent some much needed time with my friends and even got some sun :). Next will be to start on all those chores I put aside :). My spouse is still very very angry with me which hurts and I wish I could take all this back, but I must just move forward and do the things I can do. I am creating a new real reality and maybe in the future I can be trusted again. I am starting with telling myself the truth!!! Stick to the new goals and I will begin to breath more freely. My Abundance spreadsheet doesn’t leave my purse and I look at it for inspiration when I have my doubts. The spreadsheet shows me that there is an end to some of the heavy weight of the debts I have created upon myself. This is why I named it abundance for that is what I am working toward by honestly working to pay these off.
The picture looks beautiful, now I just have to paint it for real!! :D :)
Thank you for having this space and listening, I so enjoy coming here and reading about everyone else I have learned so very much, so far so good and I pray to continue!!

Lots of peace, harmony and tranquility to (((((ALL)))))
_~~~live~~a.k.a.(Nicole)