So technically this is moving along with some success, but in the wrong direction. I don’t really feel too awkward anymore, and in the case of certain couples I know I don’t pretend love exists. The problem is, I don’t pretend because certain couples I know assures me that love doesn’t exist. And I’m starting to come to terms with that. And that is not good.
Be able to be around couples without feeling like the awkward third wheel who only tags along because he wants to pretend that love exists