CarolynMary Is going through the motions.
I left a message for a job since I just got a call back and I thought I sounded so stupid. I paused and I was nervous because I really want this job.
I’m so hard on myself. I just wanted to sound cool and upbeat. I said I wanted the job, etc. But when I get nervous I ramble so much.
It’s upsetting and I was so embarrassed.
Ugh. But I make mistakes…I can’t be so hard on myself anymore. I should just laugh about it.
CM