It’s been about three months since I logged on to 43T and it’s interesting looking over my posts. I’ve definitely grown. I beat myself up so much less than I used to and I’m quite happy about that! Continually knocking one’s self down is just not healthy or constructive. Game plans, understanding your individual self and objectivity are SO much better! I’ve definitely made some good strides since the last post.

I no longer obsess about getting up at a certain time. It’s just part of my blood. I do require a more consistent sleep pattern (no more of the 3 hours one night, then a 12 hour yo-yo the next). I’ve been distancing myself even further from people in my life who don’t have enough respect for strength of character. I’ve been doing pretty solid on keeping my house clean, laundry done, etc. I’ve gone from blowing paychecks in 4 days to having some left by the time the next check rolls in. I’ve moderated the alcohol usage pretty well (it wasn’t out-of-control, but it had been escalating a bit). I’m slowly writing more often and I’ve been doing well with the socializing. I finally decided on my next course of action, career-wise and I’m slowly learning more technical skills.

All in all, things are starting to move forward.