It’s past midnigth now, so I can say i’ve survived one whole week without my girlfriend. ex-girlfriend.
The first three days were a disasterously painstaking experiance. My life simply collapsed. And I know, I’m a guy, yeah, guys dont cry, guys take it easier, I say bullshit.
After almost 5 years of a loving relationship, even though it got colder at the end, it hurts like hell.

She was my first true love, i mean really true love, which i looked for since i started dating in high school. I was never interested in one-night stands.
I often felt incredibly lucky, that i found her. And not only for the looks(yes she was lovingly pretty), but for the good personality she had.
There were some downsides – we had similar characters,but we were almost completely opposite at most other things in life ,
but in a way we completed each other. Most of the time.

Ofcourse after a while, love got colder. We also used to solve conflicts with diplomacy, but lately, we were more and more annoyed with each other. When we went on a vacation two weeks ago, she realized, she cant do it anymore, and ended it after we got back.

And now im here. Not feeling sorry for myself, but feeling sorry that she left my life, and took a part of me with her. Its now 1:30 am.. i should really go to bed.