The efforts i have made up ‘till now were rather pathetic. I will, but I don’t… It’s my birthday next thursday and i’m allready stressing about how no-fun it’s probably gonna be. I’m just generally feeling off track . I’m fully aware of the changes i have to pull myself thru in order to be exactly the person i want to be, know i can be and know i should be, but do absolutely nothing to accomplish that. This feeling of malcontent i’m experiencing and practically becoming is irritating and frustrating me and is also my biggest blessing at the moment, because it’s that precise feeling that tells me it’s time to change. I have to go to work now, but I will be back to ‘reflect’ on this major challenge. A plan de campagne is what i need. I started on that just yesterday and several incidents confirm that it’s the right thing to do.
More about this later.