I guess this is really something I have to do now… In this hard time I’m going through… Though, I wonder sometimes, how can one know when one can or can not change something… how can you be sure you have that wisdom to know the difference. Acceptance, courage… Right know, it’s all spinning around. I guess all things one does changes things somehow, but when to know if for the better or not. I really don’t know. And the sometimes difficult balance/difference between acceptance and.. giving in and… Well… I don’t know…