Ideally I would like my partner & I to buy it, but the potential of renting it is there also. It was my partner’s grandparents and now it is in a family trust. It is empty at present so we can move in and decide what we want to do later. I dream of making this our home. It has the best vibe in it and feels like a home already despite the construction work that has been going on. It is completely livable as it is (once you remove the paint cans and vacuum it out) but it also has scope to be developed, something I am passionate about. I want this home to be where I evolve 100% into the 1950’s goddess. I have one HUGE head start in choosing this house to be the cocoon to my goddess butterfly. It already comes complete with 1950’s kitchen and bathroom. Now put me in an apron and lippy and I am set! Alisha the goddess is in residence.

I have the opportunity to travel the world with my partner on business yet all I can think of is this house. My desire for a home outweighs all other dreams at present. That surprised me immensely, yet made me so proud to realise that. I have finally found my priorites. I know that spending a couple months turning this house into a home will free me of this binding need to have a home of my own. I need a place where I feel safe, a haven of love & domesticity. Give me a couple of months to turn this into a home and then that need will have disapated. I then know I will be able to pack a suitcase or two and go anywhere in the world and be content within myself. Pretty impressive stuff for me. I am on the road to recovery.