i dont know about this one anymore becos my boyfriend doesnt seem to make me happy anymore. there is something so so wrong and we need to put it right some how. but everytime i try to talk about it with him it changes nothing. i want to make him happy and i want to be happy with him cos i still love him but god, i cant cope with this any longer.. im sick of the monotony and boredom that i associate with our relationship now.. im scared every time i talk to him becos it cld be the point where he realises this too, but at the same time i want to talk to him every second of the day becos then it might be put right. God i dont know.