i have grown. i find that reconnection is hard. it is hard for me to see myself through the eyes of someone else no matter what gender or age. i wrote about how self-criticizing i am. it is not good.

this reconnecting is almost complete. i find that i stand at the threshold of truth. truth has wonderful side effects! a good dose of truth heals all manner of issues. it is good to see things for what they are. i am beautiful inside and outside. i want love, but i am not willing to fork over myself…my confidence…my faith…my life for someone i am not to possess.

the pieces are slowly coming together. this is all through prayer and God’s truth! Five words this week made it all clear. God spoke. He said, “It is in my power.“

So simple. So true. So real. So peaceful.